Today was like any other, the breeze was carrying warmth which brightens my spirit. Nothing spectacular. While boredly browsing, i saw a sight that was not to be seen plastered across screen for all to see.

I rationalized rather than nationalized taking off my disguise, in disgust I realized what hides behind his eyes. Knowing it was all half truth's, bullshit and lies.

This was certain, and I cried a little perhaps out of anger or disappointment rather than hurt. I felt a bit scornful, as I was neglected and disrespected yet upon explaining my concerns several times they fell deaf to a dimwitted half wit with no common sense. Figures.

Now people look at me, and they wonder whats wrong I say coyly, "I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired", like momma used to say when daddy came in to late and his chicken with vegetables and rice we're sitting cold on his plate; after she worked so hard on dinner he never even ate.


I thought to dismiss these feelings immediately but they we're hard to shake. & I become boiling hot steaming like milk boiling out a pot.